Abbe Buck's Blog (pre-book)

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“Performing is not about perfection. I could never perform live if it were. For me, it’s about raising the money to do good in the world. It is about self-acceptance, it’s about believing that I am enough.”

–Barbra Streisand, interviewed by Oprah Winfrey, (2009)

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Music Therapy for Individuals With Alzheimer’s and Other Dementias – The Huffington Post http://www.huffingtonpost.com/mobileweb/ronna-kaplan-ma/music-therapy_b_1749980.html

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is a film about the power of music – and a social worker who uses it to get “inside” his patients, awakening his clients, all having Dementia and Alzheimers..

ALIVE INSIDE: A Story of Music and Memory by Michael Rossato-Bennett —

Place this link in your browser and view:

http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1406732546/alive-inside-a-story-of-music-and-memory

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Music Therapy Included in NIH/NCI PDQ on Supportive and Palliative Care | Research – News | American Music Therapy Association (AMTA) . http://www.musictherapy.org/music_therapy_included_in_nihnci_pdq_on_supportive_and_palliative_care_/ . #

If you asked me, “Abbe, what do you enjoy about your life?”, of course, I would say my homelife, my family, my spouse, my son, my dog, I can’t complain. But, if you looked me right in the eye and asked me, what do you enjoy about your life, what can you always turn to? I would tell you music, and singing, right away. And I will sing anywhere. Karaoke bar. Open Mic. Bathtub. Doing dishes. And I sing in my car. Loudly! I also sing with a jazz combo at a local inn in my town. I have been accompanied by a 24 piece big band on stage at a neighboring university for benefits. I sing in geriatric centers. The benefits, and the assisted living centers, these venues mean the most to me these days.

I must say that I enjoy singing the songs of a bygone era, music and lyrics from an era called “tin pan alley” many, many years ago. I realize when I sing these songs from the 1920s and 1930s nowadays, no matter where I am, no matter what hardships I have endured, the songs had helped me come through the ordeal. In fact, I have found great joy this way, and have a special man to thank for it. That man is my father, Marvin Miller.

My first childhood memories are those of music. My parents, Marvin and Phoebe, were wonderful dancers. The dances in the late 1950s included the mambo, the cha cha and the standard fox trot. My parents played records with soaring arrangements and voices to match. Sammy Davis, Jr., Sarah Vaughn, Billy Daniels, Keely Smith, Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Eydie Gorme, Andy Williams, Rosemary Clooney. I did not know an orchestration of a Nelson Riddle from a Don Costa. But I thought there was a theater in my living room. Sadness! Gladness! Broken hearts. Marriage. Cottages. Babies! All with a verse and a chorus of thirty-two bars and a smart coda.

I have so many childhood memories of music I draw upon now (and I know many, many songs written way before I was born back in 1956). The special memories are the ones I spent with my father. Although a child of the 1960s, I was well-steeped in a world of my father’s nostalgia. Marvin would take my brother Bennett and me from our home in Niles, Illinois, a suburb outside of Chicago, to restaurants he loved, like Friedman’s Delicatessen on Western Avenue in Northtown, Chicagoland. His friend Oscar ran the deli counter, and he sang. He sang the songs of Guy Lombardo with my Dad while serving up chocolate phosphates, which were chocolate syrup and seltzer water. Bennett and me, we could not be happier. ” “Boo Hoo, you got me crying for you!” What a dumb song! ” My brother Bennett would tell me. It was not rock and roll. “Not to me,” I would say. I remember I was haughty, being in the know, a year older. “Guy Lombardo will sing it on New Year’s on TV. Daddy and Oscar said so.” Guy Lombardo’s orchestra did play every New Year’s Eve in those days. It was the national tradition. I was proud as a peacock that I knew that!

I was my daddy’s little girl. I was his ‘Abbela’, named Abbe after Abe, his father. He regaled me with stories of grampa Abe, who came to the United States from Grodno, Russia, and my gramma Molly. Abe’d father, my great-grandfather, was a Cantor, a singer, in shull, synagog, thr Jewish place of worship.

My best childhood memory is when my father would sing to me. Just to me. We would be in Daddy’s car, one of the many loaners he would get from the used car lot that he owned with a man named Jonas on North Cicero Avenue on the city’s west side. I remember being seven or eight years old in the winter of 1964, and the car at that time was a big mauve-pink cadillac that had those enormous white-wall tires.  My father sang to me, the old-style, poignant, vaudeville tunes that Oscar sang in the deli. Daddy said that the songs he was singing were songs that his mother and father would sing to him, when he was five or six or seven. Songs like “Poor Butterfly”, or “Say it isn’t So”, or “Our Love is Here to Stay”.The songs were on the Sammy record, I would laugh, or on the Ella record! It was as if my discovery was like my parent giving me a doll or a new slinky toy. My father was acknowledging with love and approval as only a parent can, that yes, yes, from mommy and daddy’s albums. From the canons of Gershwin. Berlin. Kahn. Kern. Rodgers and Hart. Beautiful melodies, beautiful words with beautiful souls. Marvin would drive around Chicago to play cards, see a bookie, roll dice. I never knew his little pixie haired green-eyed daughter may have been a good luck charm or not. Daddy asked me to sing to Uncle Jonas, Howard, Sid, Doc Doman…and I would, no wallflower was Marv’s little girl! Was I a shill? Maybe. I didn’t care. When I sang the libretto from “Guys and Dolls” with my Dad, little did I realize for another five years that we were, yes, living it. When we lost our home in Niles, my parent’s marriage crumbled, and the Miller kids, Abbe, Bennett, Claudia and Daniel, all had to fend for themselves, I had one constant: I had my parents’ record collection and wonderful music to comfort me.

The songs I have written about are 80, 90, 100 years old now. I remember my dad saying before he died, “Abbela, these songs are always with me.” Throughout my lifetime they have been with ne. Before Daddy passed away last August, at 82, he was in hospice. I sang his songs to him when I said goodbye. Two of them. One Gershwin tune, “I Can’t Get Started”, and one “Ace in the Hole”, written in 1911, about gamblers on New York’s Bowery, The Ace In The Hole:

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/johnny_mercer/ace_in_the_hole.html

Daddy knew I was there.  Even in illness, even death, music is in our souls, music is healing. Marvin helped teach me that. These songs are always with me, too. You see, I love to sing with a jazz combo, and a great big band, and, how! But reaching a patient in a nursing home who finally realized who he was again because someone happened to sing and play his favorite song by Cab Calloway? That is priceless. And that is one of the many reasons I sing and perform today. And I always, always think of my father and whisper a “thank you, pa”. Music Heals.

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“My dear, it is best that you have a sunny disposition” , is what the older ladies would say over their bitter coffee cups in a less urgent but much harsher world eighty years ago, when my mother was born. And it is true. Our attitude does control our way of living. It is important that every four, eight, twelve, sixteen, twenty-four hours, we try to hold on to the best attitude, a more optimistic outlook. How we act, and react, to everyday events, is the key to living.

This is not easy at all. No! Especially if you may be one predisposed to being impetuous and reactive and impatient with getting on with living. And if you are a person that questions why things are the way they are it can be frustrating. Our communication is nanoseconds compared to seventy five+ years ago. That is enough to test anyone’s patience! It is a gimme gimme gimme now society and we are conditioned to this reality. It has made us less bootstrap, more gimme!

I do not believe in a gimme-gimme world any longer. I have been busy learning that if one accepts life on life’s terms, good and bad, with a sunny disposition, and if one learns how to harness the impetuousness and overblown ego replacing it with a healthy balance of self-discipline, the important things we would like to achieve will be within reach, no matter the circumstances we may encounter.

Chin up!

ABH

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